Sunday, 31 July 2022

Who Am I?

When I come into your life
I’m as charming as can be
I’ll be sweet and kind 
I’ll make you love me 
I’ll swamp you with love
Like you’ve never known
I’ll keep it up
Then my true self will be shown 
It’s the little things at first 
Subtle and rare 
You’ll think it’s nothing 
Truth is I don’t care 
Once I have you in my grasp 
It’s then I remove my mask 
I’ve nothing to lose 
I don’t care if we last 
I’ll slowly isolate you 
From family and friends 
Then you’ll only have me 
When life throws you bends 
The person you knew
When you first met me 
Doesn’t exist anymore 
I never really did ...You’ll soon see
Once I’ve got you 
Once you’re absolutely mine 
I no longer want you 
You’ll soon see the signs 
I’ll make cruel jokes 
I’ll put you down
I’ll insult you 
Making you the clown 
The things we had in common 
They’ll never come to be 
Because it was all just a lie
To trick you into loving me 
I’ll flood you with love 
Then give you no attention at all
One day I’m open 
The next there’s a wall
You were once strong and confident
Pretty and bold 
Now just one remark from me 
It’ll make you fold 
No one has loved you like I do 
The feelings I give you 
So strong...so true 
You’ll make excuses for me
To yourself and to others 
Time and time again 
For me you’ll cover 
I’ll make you confused 
I’ll make you question your mind 
I’ll tip you over the edge 
And make you the crazy kind 
I’ll cheat on you, beat on you
I’ll break your heart 
Then when I think I’m losing you 
I’ll give love, like I did at the start 
What you don’t know 
Is you’re nothing to me 
You’re wasting your time 
But that you won’t see
I’m now an addiction
And you’re desperate for a hit
The more you chase me 
The more I treat you like shit
Keep trying to make me love you
Keep trying to make me care
Keep trying to please me 
I’ll leave your soul bare
I’ll block you, I’ll silence you 
I’ll cut you off flat
You’ll soon self destruct
Yet me...I’m happy with a smirk I’m sat
You’ll ask yourself why 
You let me treat you this way 
Yet the ping of my txt 
Will make your day 
You won’t know yourself 
Not anymore 
You want me so bad 
The pain will be sore 
Every time you beg me 
Every time you come back 
Your simply feeding me 
You’re simply a snack 
Then one day you cut contact!
How dare you!
You aren’t answering me 
That’s not what you’re supposed to do!
How dare you ignore me 
How dare you heal!
How dare you move on
That isn’t the deal!
I don’t care what I’ve done 
It means nothing to me 
But I will never ever 
Set you free 
You’re now living your life 
With a smile on your face
That’s not my plan 
This isn’t the case!
Let me back in 
You have to feed me
Come back to me my object
It’ll cost you your life...but that’s a small fee
I’ve lost you, you’re gone 
I can’t get you back 
And I couldn’t care less 
And that a fact 
Are you surprised
That I’m not bothered a jot
I even don’t care if you’re alive or not 
Goodbye thing 
You’ve seen through my cover 
You’re dead to me
I’ve already found another 
Truth is I’m evil 
My soul is dark 
Who am I?
I was your NARC